I wish for life,
I wish for death,
I wish to be someone else.

I wish for love,
I wish for attention,
I wish to be needed.

I wish.....but i see nothing.

I wish, but i dont.
I wish, but i not.
I wish but I dont see,
I wish, but I dont feel.

For I am alone, alone is me.
Alone is the eyes of me.
Alone is the only sight I see,
For I am Alone.

For I am the living dead,
I am the dead life that will never reborn,
I am the sane, The insane,
The one who sees all and knows all.

So I wish......then i stop.

Because as they say,
Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it.
And that is what I feel now......

No more happiness. No more Love.
For Insanity is the only thing.
The only thing that will swallow my soul in the depths of its true power.

Then....from that very space,
in my loneliness,
I say to myself these words I feel,
Is my only Strength,

"Alone what I am......forever."